lately, I’m just trying to ask Him how I can cooperate with whatever He is doing with me at this juncture. as the anxiety seizes and that persistent thought of missing “it” – whatever the variable may be replaced with (i.e. the good life, enjoyment, dreams, people, friends, occupations, et. al. ) – begins to settle upon me, this is the prayer and heart attitude that I must back up to and make a dwelling for. It’s getting so much better. He seems to lead me so often to just relax and stop thinking about the variables, which is so counter-intuitive when it is so natural to believe that when problems arise and unknowns surface that you must think them through and figure them out. I think that is conducive in just about every facet of life except for those important ones that will make you insane from fixation, mental circles, and eventually absolute worry.
Anyway, this isn’t a glamorous post, it’s just a little of what has been going on lately.
